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deviantArt used to be my home but I just want to take vacations from there.
My head feels so warm and it feels like it's gonna explode. I just want to rest and to relax.
People may be so rude sometimes, and I really feel so broken.
I think maybe I'm really not strong enough and/or too sensitive for that middle,
I'm like a little sheep playing between the wolves.
I removed my formspring account, because, eventhough I loved to answer
tons of questions, "anonymous" may be cool, but some people use it badly.
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Is there really people who thinks that I'm "up to something" with my future husband ?
Here was his home and mine before to meet on deviantArt :
(from wikipedia)
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Is there anyone who can explain me this "question" :
"Maybe you should stop copying people's words and sayings as your own and
leeching onto people to get famous. You know exactly what I mean."
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No dear "anonymous", I'm sorry but even by searching like crazy, I don't know what you mean.
All my words are mine and from my heart ! So if you see that message,
could you explain me please ? I'm sorry but you won't be anonymous anymore though.
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I just feel so sad and all broken by what I may read sometimes
Do I really sound to be that bad ?
I know I'm very ugly, I know I'm very weird,
but no no no!!! I'm never a stealer!!!
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Oneday an old man even created a post on his blog to accuse me to want to earn money with my art.
He wrote tons of stupidity to explain that money don't match with "innocence".
ok ok. Maybe the money don't match with innocence. But I never want to be rich, I just want to be able to live.
World is like this and I really really wish it was different.
If I would be the Queen of the world then I would change it, but I'm not.
In a few months, as soon as I'll reach 18 (30th September).
I will go in Italy and live with my Sheriff.
I have only a few months to be able to call photography my "job".
I don't even speak Italian.
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for those who still want to hear about me, you can e-mail me
(ask me my msn address by email if you want to) :
alexandrasophie.h@gmail.com
or to add me as friend on facebook :
[link].
PS : I'm not stopping photography of course,
and this afternoon I have a shoot with Marian.
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Maybe I'll be back in one week,
Maybe in one month,
Maybe in one year,
Maybe in one century,
Or maybe in between.
`ChewedKandi has certainly gone out of her way to keep the vector community on the right path. Always making sure that her talents are infinitely scalable, Sharon has put her bezier curves to excellent use, and firmly anchored herself as an inspirational leader. We're absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for June 2013 to `ChewedKandi. Congratulations, Sharon! Read More
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(pi t es super jolie.)
You should not care if they thing you're copying someone, because you're not, and that's the important thing.
I know you can feel sad and broken but really dear you shoulndn't feel bad for some jerks like that..
And you're NOT ugly, i told you so many times. you're not, and you have a lovely boyfriend that love you a lot.
So..don't care about what people say, okay? You'll live better and you don't feel in pain for nothing..
And, please, don't leave
then i saw this.
i'd like to say that i am very sorry you've encountered cruelty online and i'm very sorry it's made you feel bad about DA.
i saw your devID and i have to say i disagree with you: i think you're very beautiful.
and you're obviously a very talented photographer.
and there is nothing wrong with wanting to make money off your art - it's many artists' dreams to be so good in their area of expertise that they can LIVE off their art. it's not greed. it's a career.
if people mock your art, it's because they're jealous that they aren't as skilled as you. if people try to make you feel bad, it's because they feel bad about themselves.
i know this is none of my business, but i like helping people and reading this journal entry made me sad.
i hope hearing something nice from me might remind you there are still nice people out there.
best of luck, dear. <3 stay beautiful.
ps : it was the 3 best weeks of my whole life!
AND TO ALL THE HATERS... HARSH ON YOUR OWN MELLOW AND STOP BRINGIN DOWN GOOD ARTISTS!!!!!!!!!
KWH
if anybody is wierd here, its me, lol.