deviantArt used to be my home but I just want to take vacations from there.
My head feels so warm and it feels like it's gonna explode. I just want to rest and to relax.
People may be so rude sometimes, and I really feel so broken.
I think maybe I'm really not strong enough and/or too sensitive for that middle,
I'm like a little sheep playing between the wolves.
I removed my formspring account, because, eventhough I loved to answer
tons of questions, "anonymous" may be cool, but some people use it badly.
Is there really people who thinks that I'm "up to something" with my future husband ?Here was his home and mine before to meet on deviantArt :
Is there anyone who can explain me this "question" :
"Maybe you should stop copying people's words and sayings as your own and
leeching onto people to get famous. You know exactly what I mean."
No dear "anonymous", I'm sorry but even by searching like crazy, I don't know what you mean.
All my words are mine and from my heart ! So if you see that message,
could you explain me please ? I'm sorry but you won't be anonymous anymore though.
I just feel so sad and all broken by what I may read sometimes
Do I really sound to be that bad ?
I know I'm very ugly, I know I'm very weird,
but no no no!!! I'm never a stealer!!!
Oneday an old man even created a post on his blog to accuse me to want to earn money with my art.
He wrote tons of stupidity to explain that money don't match with "innocence".
ok ok. Maybe the money don't match with innocence. But I never want to be rich, I just want to be able to live.
World is like this and I really really wish it was different.
If I would be the Queen of the world then I would change it, but I'm not.
In a few months, as soon as I'll reach 18 (30th September).
I will go in Italy and live with my Sheriff.
I have only a few months to be able to call photography my "job".
I don't even speak Italian.
. for those who still want to hear about me, you can e-mail me
(ask me my msn address by email if you want to) :
or to add me as friend on facebook :
PS : I'm not stopping photography of course,
and this afternoon I have a shoot with Marian.
Maybe I'll be back in one week,
Maybe in one month,
Maybe in one year,
Maybe in one century,
Or maybe in between.